tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39829815692513783142012-02-17T11:10:32.749+08:00ich riech blutzosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.comBlogger421100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-18735482175206414392009-05-15T03:13:00.003+08:002009-05-15T03:13:49.878+08:00dfh<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-1873548217520641439?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-57172312543248553652009-05-08T12:47:00.006+08:002009-05-08T13:46:43.855+08:00上次給我看的是急诊里骨科的DB<br />对于我这根麻木的腿我得再瞅瞅<br />6号的下午时间门诊骨科没有<br />我看了一堆也许神经内科合适<br />如果我不是伤骨头<br />那就是神经<br />再不是。。那是。。 。啊?<br />这个教授好搞笑的<br />比之前那个医生好多了<br />架子摆那么大<br />还啥都没看好<br />这好老头说我可能是腰椎间盘突出<br />要去做CT<br />之前白痴医生还说我右肾可能有问题<br />那就赶着第2天一起验好了<br />我朋友都说不可能是腰椎突出<br />才多大啊<br />建议我先去北门的骨科损伤医院看<br />原来那里是运动损伤专科。颠<br />哇 我遇到好医生<br />没有挂号直接让我询问<br />医生在准备给其他病人推拿的空挡给我按了什么重点部位<br />看完我给他在中医附院的X光片诊断<br />基本确实我可能就是腰椎突突突突出<br />因为脊柱本应有生理弯曲<br />而我已经变直<br />再下去就是搓啊搓的<br />就突了<br />要看严重程度<br />什么前突后突没整明白<br />建议我最好还是做CT<br />我朋友也跟着一起询问了下自己的老病<br />医生拿毛巾拖着他的后脑勺捂着他的嘴<br />左咔嘣右咔嘣 O了<br />由于一直犹豫着<br />7号只做了对肾的B超检查<br />妈的 屁事没有<br />今天去还赶着CT电脑系统换掉<br />要在下午预约<br />这一星期过的浑浑噩噩的<br />为了离医院近天天在朋友家住<br />突然间又觉得自己和个跳蚤是似的<br />小可怜虫只能寄生<br />昨天发疯终于纹身去了<br />这谁看着都说我没病<br />病了还这么能折腾<br /><br />本来上半月计划去探3个地方也完成不了了<br />石室圣心教堂 沙面 小洲村<br />现在我实在是没有寻找的力气<br /><br />真是这样的话我以后还真得做做运动<br />不能再继续懒下去<br />成天坐在电脑前<br />皮肤变成混合型<br />毛孔粗 痘痘多 还油腻腻的<br />明显老很多<br />没有小翘臀<br />坐扁了<br />腰椎直了凹了突了<br />等等。。。。。。。。<br />健康真的很重要<br />除了肺<br />我帮不了自己<br /><br />我要上班<br />我要赚钱<br />我不要生病<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-5717231254324855365?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-46300337369727063662009-05-05T22:01:00.005+08:002009-05-08T13:24:55.079+08:00今年霉气狠毒<br />接二连三发生的事情让人无法喘息<br />身体也不争气<br />疫情最严重的时候我发烧感冒<br />发烧吃了药好了<br />可感冒还没消退<br />2号工作的时候不小心闪着腰<br />哪知这么严重<br />去中医附属医院π了X光<br />老骨头没问题<br />被说脊柱太直<br />不正常<br />年幼的小医生说没事儿<br />嚄 真的吗<br />右肾可能有问题<br />我没时间查<br />主伤诊断下来是软组织损伤<br />开始的前两天坐立难安<br />像个废人一样<br />躺在床上很绝望根本无法翻身<br />看着饭摆在桌子上却够不到<br />早上从床上起来的时候险些晕倒<br />因为太痛 浑身冒汗<br />大谢老陈下班给我带吃的<br />还有旺仔牛奶<br />中药膏还算管用<br />当除下来后剧痛还是存在<br />都不敢接妈妈的电话<br />怕她再问我的时候我会哭<br />谢谢朋友们和同事的关心<br />现在强点儿了<br />腰还是有点儿痛<br />我可以出来遛弯儿啦<br />可痛已经延伸到左腿<br />走路的时候左脚是麻的<br />不知道kinglychee来的时候我能不能恢复<br />但我会如期赴约<br />等着<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-4630033736972706366?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-43186320149701710722009-04-17T23:54:00.002+08:002009-04-18T00:24:29.738+08:00不要相信任何人包括自己 我已经不能控制自己 重要的是我的point是前者<br />为了报复 又将这些施加給别人 让无辜的人替我浅尝的曾经的过失<br />我是罪人 我不能再忏悔了 从始至终我觉得整个人都像活在谎言之中<br />欺骗已成习惯 最怕的是别人居然能相信我虚假的热忱 <br />我像收集玩偶一样对他们进行分类鉴别摆在玻璃橱柜 一个个残缺的暴露在我面前<br />亲爱的人儿啊 你们什么时候才能清醒<br />我今天有没有说真话也不重要<br />不要把看事物的眼光要放晴 一切并没有你们想象的那么干净<br />现在还有没有利益的纯洁关系嚒?每个人都把真实藏在黑暗的角落独自发酵 悲伤则自斟自饮 暗自神伤<br />把可以展现在你面前缺失点美化 小心翼翼的套进一个又一个危险的关系 在无法摆脱自身难保的情况下使用不同的招式引起同情怜悯 <br /><br />其实常常觉得自己生活在明处 早晚有一天会同样暴露 殆尽<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />当我可以离开的时候我就离开了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-4318632014970171072?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-89526630037642068822009-03-16T05:11:00.002+08:002009-03-16T05:20:45.320+08:00变了,不像6年前持续写各种各样的废话<br />不乐意更新博<br />就算写也只是发飙似的装文艺<br />博博换了一个又一个<br />现在又想换地址了<br />有多久都没总结我的小生活了呢<br /><br />最近想了很多东西<br />是从来没发现的问题突然被纠结了<br />其实是定理我也不一定要想破<br />就像直人掰弯那基本是不可能的<br />也许我不该停滞不前只往一个死胡同里钻<br />我既然能理解别人要的是什么、人家是什么样的人<br />那就别费力气自讨苦吃<br />打那之后<br />就从没出去玩儿过<br />成天闷在电脑前飙<br />朋友叫我出去玩儿<br />我就以困、累为借口<br />大家又说我装B<br />改当宅子大妈了<br />我是没心情啊。笨蛋们<br />你们要是真能关心关心我就好了<br />我怎么可能是个有酒不喝、有歌不K、有请不赏、有食不吃、有玩不动、有街不逛的主呢。。。<br />哎 也怪我<br />你们问了 我又装 又说没事儿<br />MD 前几天实在忍不住<br />为了有酒喝<br />那晚我们一窝子人唱K<br />我居然爆到把人都吓走打麻将去了<br />最后只剩我们仨人<br />猛灌酒 可怜到把别人剩酒都喝光了 可就是喝不醉<br />痛苦<br />亲爱的老表终于问我的心情是不是有点变态<br />我说 你关心人也不带这么问的啊<br />她笑完就说"没事 知道你能挺"<br />娘诶<br />我是铁娘子啊<br />我究竟是为了什么呢<br />我这样又能得到什么呢<br />我能为自己争取到什么呢<br />我是不是该为自己想想<br /><br />广告最近才贴出去几天<br />打电话的人有请我吃饭的(看到我广告下的tel见了一次面的SB),有不符合我要的条件的,有问我租的(MD,我打的是求租又不是招租,呆子)<br />反正我的顶楼阳台单间是没戏了<br />我只想找个自己喜欢的能够暂时长久住下并好好的稳定下<br />让我美美的打扮自己的小窝<br />而不是成天搬家或是暂住<br /><br />考级那天我又犯懒了<br />10点才起床<br />室里打电话问我,是不忘了今天要考试<br />我说我已经正往那儿赶了<br />我还问不是9点到11点任意一个点儿都行么<br />结果到那儿就剩我一个人了<br />考官在我答题期间不停的摆弄桌椅<br />搞我我很不好意思<br />她很明显是想让我早点结束<br />她也可以尽早收拾好回家吃饭<br />我肯定比她急<br />急到没看题乱答一气儿<br />全乱了<br />我就知道肯定过不了<br />上次是差0.3分 气的我想跳楼<br />这次差6分左右<br />我倒是不气<br />只怪自己不争气<br />考试都不着急 还气什么<br /><br />这几天GZ终于放晴了<br />我正为这陌生的天气犯愁的时候它好歹给我笑脸了<br />本来我还以为夏天都放生了<br />谁知道前一阵子这雨一下就爆冻<br />阳台的鞋子通通被雨水泡掉<br />害得我连上班都没鞋子穿<br />MD我就恨内BDQ人<br />TMD再不把工鞋还我<br />老子就去国际堵你<br />你他妈失恋失恋去<br />一大男人这都受不住<br />老子可什么都不欠你的<br />曾经把你当朋友<br />现在你自己玩自闭<br />谁也不理<br />耍大牌<br />跑题了<br />MD 反正我讨厌阴雨连绵的不放晴的鬼天气<br />正午上班等公车的时候我就喜欢站在太阳下暴晒<br />舒服!<br />我爱南方<br />南方 您别叫我失望<br /><br />天儿冷下来的时候我就准备着去tatoo<br />结果耗到现在也没"及时行乐"<br />这会儿最好趁着气温没彻底回升之前立马实施<br />我没耍青儿<br />早就要这么干了<br /><br />kin说我们过几天去苏荷抠仔去<br />那TKC的谁谁那天又飞温州了<br />回来拿了个6000多的gucci<br />diu~我知道你们都是群有欲望的女人<br />我看到她们成功的陷入<br />得到房子车子<br />可惜不是漂亮的凯子<br />玩儿玩儿吧<br />被陌生的野男人momo╭(╯3╰)╮<br />然后塞给你点儿花花的票子<br />闲来再短信电话虚情假意的含情脉脉<br />成了<br />咳<br />都无所谓<br />随便吧<br />玩吧<br />等都人老珠黄的时候就没人搭理咯<br /><br />朋友们都表面上把酒言欢<br />其实心里都计量的清清楚楚<br />大家也都爱好各圆其说<br />我在中间就像个白痴<br />左点头右点头<br />也许我也是个被人点黑的<br />我听说的就是这人凶、不好相处、牛B、傻<br />"傻" . .. 嗯<br />这是必须的<br />我若太聪明那谁来维护你们的谎言呢<br /><br />我的发型近来被好多人宣判丑<br />在我还没想出别的好办法之前<br />只能暂时委屈大家了<br /><br />去年夏天我终于乘着白云来到这个朝思暮想的鬼地方<br />来到这儿<br />陪伴我的就是孤独<br />刚来也没任何朋友在这里<br />一开始每天只是浑浑噩噩的抽烟睡觉喝水吃水果<br />瘦到106g<br />第一个生日没过<br />上班之后又涨到120g到现在从未低过<br />除了那几天被人说肥婆之后<br />天天不吃饭<br />变成118<br />rer还问我是不吃减肥药了<br />怎么感觉最近暴瘦<br />同事也说我瘦了<br />啧啧 才2g有那么明显么<br />现在又持续120了<br />戒不掉甜食<br />尤其是巧克力<br />那东西会上瘾的<br />再就是辣的东西我会很兴奋的停不下来<br />哎 饭量有增<br />跑题<br />生日生日<br />也是吧<br />反正老了也没什么好庆祝的<br />就是觉得凄凉而已<br />从讨厌同事到渐渐的喜欢上他们<br />除了个别<br />无所谓<br />我做好自己就行了(尽量)<br />我想过年的时候终于不是一个人了吧<br />黑 。你还别说<br />我又耍开了<br />那天由于我生某人的气<br />自己猫起来了<br />躲避着众人的问询<br />a问我在哪儿<br />我说在b那儿<br />b问我在哪儿<br />我说在c那儿<br />其实到最后我挺凄凉的<br />自己还是安慰自己<br />又要涨一岁<br />有什么好庆祝的<br />后来大篇幅的家庭电话打来<br />我一挂电话就哇哇的哭<br />把一年的泪都哭干了<br />想想自己这么大<br />除了跟老爹孤独过冷年之后就是这次最惨了<br />冷清的小日子还未被人看穿不说<br />还反被人发牢骚<br />成天命苦命苦的朝我倾诉<br />人家愣是没发觉我比他凄<br />到现在还是这样我的苦水只能自己咽<br />他们給我吐苦胆时<br />我自己边走神边安慰倾诉者<br />最近还被左边管着右边唾弃着<br />他俩还都认为我没长大<br />嘿 我说 你们看到的知道的是什么<br /><br />今年我还破戒了<br />第一次没反对<br />第一次买了<br />第一次测试了<br />第一次动心了<br />真傻逼大了<br /><br />几个小时之前某人打电话来<br />"我bx 在GZ呢<br />在xxx烧烤<br />你来吧"<br />"你又回来干嘛"<br />"年轻嘛"<br />操 SB<br />"我不在dhc"<br />"哦 那你赶不回来吧"<br />知道就好 我肯定"赶不回来"<br />"赶不回来.. .byebye"<br />我就这么骗人啊<br />傻逼 他真以为自己是谁谁了<br />你以为自己是谁谁啊<br />老子很忙<br />没空跟你逼扯<br />对于你<br />我的习惯就是赶紧挂电话<br />byebye<br /><br />那个GY你赶紧来<br />你不是要我请你喝青啤么<br />赶紧的<br />想死你了<br />MD 最近又在装死<br /><br />又一堆废话<br />不说则已<br />一说就收拾不了我这话唠了<br />我呢 还是去在乎在乎我的人吧<br />快一个月了<br />也该消停啦<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-8952663003764206882?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-44759730849445481572009-02-26T00:41:00.006+08:002009-02-26T01:57:07.797+08:00呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵<br />沦陷了<br />引以自豪的勇士成了残兵败将<br />一切表明他已一败涂地<br />失策就像失身<br />你未把他当作面包或鱼<br />有人却把你当一次性针管<br />你的价值就是大众化消费<br />商人喜欢小投资大回报<br />希望低潮延续不了多久<br />要明白人、动物、虫都是分别归类的<br />明知故犯是大忌<br />这趟红色的残液还在蔓延<br />没人会告诉你结果<br />经过是你开始时就已判断错误<br />这次是最痛快的一次大失败<br />后悔没用<br />失去了<br />彻底地<br />无留余地<br />恐惧的就是现在的状态<br />无所适从<br />不知所措<br />无人慰藉<br />no one cares<br />而且战胜者什么都不会告诉你<br />他胜利了<br />将你遗忘在废墟唾弃<br />准备惯用战术攻陷下一座昏庸落城<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-4475973084944548157?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-60298288625047356692009-02-05T02:45:00.008+08:002009-02-06T01:08:36.249+08:00５年前<br />那是５年前的我<br />现在依然在幻想<br />比起５年以前我变的匮乏<br />从来都不想在这里谈论我的工作<br />因为它很另人困倦<br />听起来是个不错的差事<br />但实际我们都只是一堆无人问津的廉价货<br />从来都不会有人看到你的努力<br />也许再忍耐几年<br />凭借着SA的名声和经验<br />转移到让会人飞的地方<br />从小到大不停的飘<br />或者并不会有什么地方真正属于我<br />使我愉快<br />干脆就在这儿找个人嫁得了<br />谁又知道我从来都不想结婚<br />每天都为各种ＪＢ事矛盾<br />人的大脑运转的速度可真能害死自己<br /><br />昨晚的第２只是什么鬼东西<br />你ＴＭＤ又硬的没道理<br />一进来就看到你们这么丧<br />我真困<br />第４只burnmark<br />其实我想说的是<br />ＨＥＹ　Ｕ　ＬＯＯＫ　ＳＯ　ＳＷＥＥＴ<br />此时 这才真正暖起来<br />某男ＰＯ毕：啊　我等了很久了<br />哈　确实　大家都等了很久了<br />原来前几只是怕我们热情耗费太多<br />无法迎接parkway drive<br />这些主客调音搞的最久<br />人家专业敬业嘛<br />没所谓　８０蚊都花了<br />可以接受一切<br />无论如何<br />再不ＰＯＧＯ就白来了<br />每次都忍<br />今天不能再忍<br />看hardcore metalcore现场只要尽情Ｐ&amp;Ｄ就好<br />广州Ｐ民们都是好样的<br />这时候最害怕结束<br />ＯＮＥ　ＭＯＲＥ　ＳＯＮＧ是必须的<br />即使ＷＩＮＳＴＯＮ说嗓子痛<br />狭小酒吧内的口水汗液热情慢慢消散<br />WO~大家都忙着合影哟<br />镜子面前的我面目全飞<br />妆全花了<br />坐在７１１门口喝完最后一瓶啤酒<br />带着发抖的脖子<br />又将迎接失落的第２天<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-6029828862504735669?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-48869843334862796272009-01-25T23:32:00.003+08:002009-02-05T05:49:20.662+08:00利马捧块芝士蛋糕給我就笑<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />08没有生日<br />09没有新年<br />重要的是我依然在苟延残喘<br />糜烂的<br />糜烂的<br />糜烂的<br />糜烂的<br />不是pussy<br />是全部<br /><br />妈妈 我爱您<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-4886984333486279627?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-10537054654870616452009-01-21T11:57:00.005+08:002009-02-05T05:50:32.454+08:00我是颗糖果<br />你要不要吃<br />ＳＷＥＥＴ　ＯＤ　ＳＯＵＲ<br />ＩＦ　Ｕ　ＥＡＴ　ＭＥ，Ｕ＇ＬＬ　ＬＯＶＥ　ＭＥ　<br />ＮＯ　ＳＰＩＣＹ　ＡＮＤ　ＮＯ　ＥＮＥＲＶＡＴＥ<br />ＪＵＳＴ　ＬＩＫＥ　ＬＯＶＩＮＧ　Ｕ<br />ＪＵＳＴ　ＬＩＫＥ　ＥＡＴＩＮＧ　Ｕ<br />ＪＵＳＴ　ＬＩＫＥ　ＭＹ　ＩＭＡＧＩＮＡＴＩＯＮ<br />　　　　　　　　　　　　　想象而已<br />Ｉ　ＡＭ　ＪＵＳＴ　ＴＨＥ　ＰＲＥＴＴＹ　ＷＲＡＰＰＩＮＧ　ＰＡＰＥＲ<br />　　　　珍惜　放弃<br />　　　　付出　回报<br />ＡＮＤ　ＩＭ　ＡＮＯＴＨＥＲ　ＴＯＯ　ＳＷＥＴＴＹ　ＣＡＮＤＹ<br />Ｕ　ＧＥＴ　ＴＩＲＥＤ<br />Ｉ　ＡＭ　ＴＨＥ　ＣＡＮＤＹ　Ｕ　ＮＥＥＤ<br />ＯＮＥ　ＤＡＹ　Ｕ＇ＬＬ　ＲＥＡＬＩＺＥ　ＴＨＡＴ　ＴＨＥＲＥ＇Ｓ　ＮＯ　ＯＮＥ　ＬＩＫＥ　ＭＥ<br />ＮＯ　ＭＡＴＴＥＲ　ＨＯＷ　ＭＡＮＹ　ＣＡＮＤＩＥＳ　Ｕ　ＥＡＴ<br />Ｕ＇ＬＬ　ＮＥＶＥＲ　ＦＯＲＧＥＴ　ＭＥ<br />ＳＷＥＥＴ<br />ＢＩＴＴＥＲ<br />ＳＯＵＲ<br />ＨＯＴ<br />ＤＲＹ<br />ＮＵＭＢ<br />ＳＴＩＮＧＹ<br />ＣＯＯＬ<br />ＩＣＹ<br />ＦＯＯＬＩＳＨ<br />ＰＡＩＮＦＵＬ<br />ＨＡＰＰＹ<br />ＳＡＤ。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-1053705465487061645?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-83949362089486699802009-01-09T00:11:00.004+08:002009-02-06T00:47:00.152+08:00为什么曾经会那么开心的笑<br />为什么为什么为什么那脸上凝固的笑容仿佛是真的<br />即便是强颜欢笑也忘记了吗<br />还是它究竟是真的<br />可现在被发现的这种表情驱使我悲哀<br />看着以前的照片居然会难过<br />人类何以要拥有如此错综复杂的神经<br />再烂的回忆<br />总有值得回味的段子<br />它们不留痕迹的清缓划过脸庞<br />突然某天发现其实过去已经将种子埋于心底<br />只是自己不愿给它生长的机会<br />这一颗颗小种子慢慢的腐蚀着肉体<br />在周围的肌体上汲取养分<br />心灵的土壤依然不予理会<br />它们发出恶臭<br />我将闭上双眼停止呼吸<br />等待着蛆从身体爬出<br />透彻的蔚蓝<br />嫩绿的草地<br />一望无垠<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-8394936208948669980?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-50386562815192659762008-11-20T00:39:00.001+08:002008-11-20T00:40:31.225+08:00这就像一种情绪催化剂<br />愈是深陷愈是无法自拔<br />埋进忧伤的婊子怀中<br />替她解开深邃的眸子<br />互相舔试腥腻的伤口<br />执行一场無终点柏拉图<br />缓慢的进程渐渐拉近空旷<br />阴霾死死笼罩在上空<br />绛红色的玻璃将黑暗隔开<br />惨厉的尖叫給无力痛的解释<br />你让我不寒而栗<br />你他妈的让老子不寒而栗<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-5038656281519265976?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-75960059623314470912008-11-07T21:27:00.007+08:002009-02-05T05:47:31.247+08:00<img src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif" border="0" /><br /><br />沉默了<br />连同消失的寂寞<br />没理由再去关心时间<br />放弃重生的权力<br />在真空中艰难的行走<br />给甜蜜一个虚假光环<br />梦游中的假期总有无数岛屿<br />青春的脚步仍在环形操场残喘<br />糖果与泪滴融合<br />一滴一滴の腐蚀着龟裂的灵魂<br />绝望的嘶吼无力挣扎<br />僵持的笑容给木偶一个完美假象<br />背叛与忠诚短兵相接<br />低沉的贝斯随着血液四溅<br />凝固在空中低泣<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-7596005962331447091?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-14206024309358242062008-10-08T03:43:00.004+08:002008-11-07T21:27:02.415+08:00<img src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif" border="0" /><br />双数不变<br />昼夜不分<br />48h：8h<br />雨水不断<br />潮湿浸透<br />逆来顺受<br />美丑善恶<br />糜烂青春<br />消耗生命<br />懒得讲话！<br />再有意义的人生也是为了等死<br />fucking scream<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-1420602430935824206?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-49953143401364343132008-08-26T22:07:00.004+08:002008-08-26T22:38:30.522+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br /><br />。是一个圈一个点<br />转圈?终点?<br />来不及消化和讨论<br />更没有心情思考<br /><br />这边的同事有个长沙的<br />前几天她回家给我们带了很多好吃的<br />可她居然帽到行李被掉包<br />直接无语<br />oh 我的绝味<br />那天我俩慷慨激昂的大喊<br />下次我们一起回长沙<br />我要故地重游<br />鬼知道cs哪里来的那么大的魅力<br />总叫我失魂落魄的<br />如果说我曾经的大一有过欢乐<br />也只是每每在夜晚的带领下进驻一个又一个躁动的演出<br />对此 我曾乐此不疲<br />不想说是大学上了我<br />而是激动队们的摇滚被我们操了<br />它表面虚浮着激情<br />把我们这群该死的姑娘爷们们锁在自己的世界里<br />尽情的狂欢<br />结束后第二天仍然悄悄地趴在教室的桌子上做梦并流着昨夜的口水<br />啊 您叫我怎么形容那一年的美好心情呢<br />是的 除了我们谁也不知道<br />其实即使是他们也不一定了解我究竟在想什么<br />46搬家了<br />还冒出个freehouse<br />谁解散了<br />谁毕业了<br />我也不清楚<br />下次真回去了<br />除了海吃<br />还有什么是最重要的<br /> 唔知<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-4995314340136434313?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-24577272866280366582008-08-12T20:02:00.002+08:002008-08-26T22:38:13.488+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br /><br /><object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/YZlEX-Qn7JE&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/YZlEX-Qn7JE&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="349"></embed></object><br />Never Let Me Down Again_Sylvain Chauveau_2005<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-2457727286628036658?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-83080338601279605122008-08-05T20:22:00.011+08:002008-08-26T22:37:54.845+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br /><br />很困<br />每天都很困<br />可我睡不着<br />入睡需要2、３个小时<br />迷迷糊糊可能睡着中会醒3次<br />一直处在半醒状态<br />失眠越来越严重<br />连吃饭都睁不开眼睛<br />但一旦躺到床上<br />既便仍是困倦不堪<br />还是睡不着<br />一天中最害怕的事情就是该上床了<br />现在烟瘾也愈严重<br />一天需要20根以上<br />有时会一下买7种左右<br />并全部打开<br />这样好似更容易超标<br />嘴里一直都是咸咸的苦味<br />每次觉得刚买的烟怎么就没剩几根了<br />而且越来越不想吃饭<br />一天一小顿饭就撑<br />有时也会胃疼<br />但确实没有饥饿感<br />我是快死了吗<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-8308033860127960512?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-42875429352643470872008-07-21T18:20:00.009+08:002008-08-17T15:36:21.252+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br /><br />当他那张被撕扯的扭曲着的脸<br />靠在我左肩的时候<br />恨不得把臂砍了<br />你就拿着这只血淋淋的小胳膊跳舞吧<br />可我不想跟维纳斯抢风头<br />仍是不动声色<br />硬要说出理由<br />那就是看在你好像在受失恋的痛苦<br />借给你这个软弱的男人一个哭泣伤心的臂膀罢了<br />谢谢 我不喜欢得到您的欣赏<br />看看你醉酒后的样子<br />比原先更虚伪了<br />男人都是骚包<br />你脑子里的混蛋想法<br />全写在你那张比我毛孔还粗大百倍的脸上了<br />去你的 fucking sucking man<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-4287542935264347087?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-22163086459826681712008-07-18T20:27:00.004+08:002008-07-21T18:34:34.319+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br /><br />今天跟a去了趟死火山<br />突然我半身陷入岩浆<br />我问:这不是死活山么<br />他没回答<br />但一朋友打电话告诉我<br />我死了<br />此刻万籁俱寂<br />我那个心如死灰啊<br />没办法<br />我想了半天<br />还是跟a道歉吧(奇怪)<br />我不想死<br />他说:你没死<br />这不还有一半身子探在外面嘛<br />我仍是半解迷惑状态<br />费了一大腿子短信祷告<br />晚上我拖着半截身子从面馆吃完饭朝药店走<br />他突然打电话<br />"诶 你走这么快干啥<br />啊 怎么了<br />干什么去<br />买风油精<br />我在你右边20m左右<br />啊.. .<br />那 内什么 我到底死没死啊<br />你过来吧 看见我没 过来当面讲"<br />叽哩吗啦咕噜又说了一堆<br />总之结果没有那么严重<br />M就喜欢骂人 就爱把情形糟糕扩大化<br />烦<br />昨夜2点才睡觉<br />开了一夜的灯<br />为什么呢<br />因为蟑螂<br />可怕的蟑螂<br />我最害怕最讨厌的爬行昆虫之一<br />今儿午房东给我逮蟑螂<br />我总共哭了3次<br />我现在终于理解tv上见到蟑螂大叫的女朋友们了<br />何况我比她们还严重似的做作<br />可老子真的怕嘛<br />新闻联播时才知道手机慢了16min<br />老B啊 还不如赐我一死<br /><br />23:61小强告诉我,上楼就往左拐(pk14)<br />duang~血流成河<br />真死叻<br />但你知道吗<br />我那号楼只有右侧有门<br />原来小强是老B的手下<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-2216308645982668171?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-78358705657413162242008-07-16T13:22:00.004+08:002008-07-21T18:33:27.043+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br /><br />这层层叠叠的棉花就像梦境一般<br />很美 但它虚无缥缈<br />可见 但不容触碰<br />正好坐在靠左边机翼的位置<br />很想看到飞机穿过这软绵绵的棉花般的云层<br />想把这股美好的冲动打碎<br />它本来就是幻象<br />为什么还要骄傲的停在高空<br />还时不时地把泪水带到卑微的人间<br />真痛恨这些表象的东西<br />来到这个一年前最渴求的地方<br />以后一个人要面对这一切本不美妙的禁狱<br />7.14_2:30pm reach the new space<br />hope for everthing be ok<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-7835870565741316224?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-80789046211815284282008-06-16T16:14:00.009+08:002009-03-10T01:06:14.760+08:00还以为真的是什么army<br />看到一堆肥头大耳的机关人员<br />也在迷受训<br />这第4次军训<br />有史以来最轻松的一次<br />6天后回到骗子们的领地<br />昨夜小篝火晚会<br />晃过劲儿了<br />直接成一大字型重重地躺摔在水泥地上<br />哇 那叫一个晕撅啊<br />头晕目眩<br />眼冒金星<br />恶心想吐<br />脑袋起老大一包<br />痛苦<br />头部重创可不是好玩儿的<br />丧得<br />还是去医院瞅瞅吧<br /><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/obJsJmBQZHQ&amp;hl=" width="425" height="344" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">the Tracey Refragmented</span></strong><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/qNABnGRPOCg&amp;hl=" width="425" height="344" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/o8VALmj-SIg&amp;hl=" width="425" height="344" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/8IzWt_fbtv4&amp;hl=" width="425" height="344" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/XDr5z0-3_bI&amp;hl=" width="425" height="344" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Rj5ns5tA-NI&amp;hl=" width="425" height="344" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/8xMxdSioNoM&amp;hl=" width="425" height="344" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/y6PLs9fGBck&amp;hl=" width="425" height="344" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/DbE_VjkBQpk&amp;hl=" width="425" height="344" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/8utpGuRusRE&amp;hl=" width="425" height="344" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/bXRvleoBpNo&amp;hl=" width="425" height="344" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/BqTFAQqPUIQ&amp;hl=" width="425" height="344" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYvOwmWcVI/AAAAAAAAD1Q/FmqHvdAaU-A/s1600-h/traceyfragements.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212405549338358098" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYvOwmWcVI/AAAAAAAAD1Q/FmqHvdAaU-A/s400/traceyfragements.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYu2uEBfhI/AAAAAAAAD0g/58r_INhRkMY/s1600-h/traceyfragmentsD.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212405136340647442" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYu2uEBfhI/AAAAAAAAD0g/58r_INhRkMY/s400/traceyfragmentsD.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYu3DHRkvI/AAAAAAAAD0w/KOfArPgbLdE/s1600-h/traceyfragmentsC.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212405141991428850" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYu3DHRkvI/AAAAAAAAD0w/KOfArPgbLdE/s400/traceyfragmentsC.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYu3M91sAI/AAAAAAAAD04/lRKB30SflE4/s1600-h/traceyfragmentsE.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212405144636207106" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYu3M91sAI/AAAAAAAAD04/lRKB30SflE4/s400/traceyfragmentsE.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYvOg2qPVI/AAAAAAAAD1I/ywkXebbHvbg/s1600-h/traceyA.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212405545111797074" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYvOg2qPVI/AAAAAAAAD1I/ywkXebbHvbg/s400/traceyA.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYu3qzTrOI/AAAAAAAAD1A/PxuZQIHtjnQ/s1600-h/TraceyFragmentsF.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212405152645098722" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYu3qzTrOI/AAAAAAAAD1A/PxuZQIHtjnQ/s400/TraceyFragmentsF.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYu21z1rFI/AAAAAAAAD0o/tr0Ld4c6aXY/s1600-h/traceyfragmentsB.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212405138420247634" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/SFYu21z1rFI/AAAAAAAAD0o/tr0Ld4c6aXY/s400/traceyfragmentsB.jpg" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-8078904621181528428?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-47162859104719139902008-05-31T04:48:00.003+08:002008-08-08T19:39:56.225+08:00<img src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif" border="0" /><br />"70年代衛道派社會學家怎麼形容格格不入的怪胎叛客︰「這些精神狀態不穩定的無賴，這些不就都是不值一提的暴君，他們只能像老鼠一樣，在成群結隊中尋找勇氣的畜生。」(Cohn，1972)"<br />我看完这句话笑笑就闪<br /><br /><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/gdpsDPYocOE&amp;hl=" width="425" height="355" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent"></embed><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"><strong>Cory kennedy</strong><br /></span><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/bcqXW6mtzWs&amp;rel=" width="425" height="355" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" hl="en" wmode="transparent"></embed><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"><strong><span style="color:#ff6666;">Switches</span></strong> </span><br /><br /><br />电影真的成就了一部分人的梦想<br />包括我<br />给我这样的人不断把脑袋充斥进并病态陶醉<br />麻木无法苏醒<br />比suck任何物都过瘾<br />tmd也有像某些必须被唾弃的音乐一样<br />在更沉醉不知归路者的烘托下长了一部分人那该死的"志气"<br />小众毕竟是小众<br />能在幻觉中清醒的人并不多<br />所以在这种失衡的情况下<br />"我们"(希望看到我这段文字的人最好是属于'我们',则然 请滚到安全的火星吧)<br />言归正传,当我们被松散的小集体撒在任意一个角落的时候<br />永远都是孤独的<br />不被肯定<br />好吧 别拉我入轨 入正轨<br />这样就很好<br />明白我在说什么吗<br /><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/dWvw6ZpK1j4&amp;hl=" width="425" height="344" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" fs="1" allowfullscreen="true"></embed><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff6666;">Who－Five O'Clock Heroes feat. Agyness Deyn<br /></span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">Well there's nothing I truly desire<br />There's nothing that I really want<br />But the times I find myself in the fire<br />You choose between the right and the wrong<br /><br />I wish I could control all my judgements<br />Understand every move<br />Take my mind and all of its voices<br />Tell me what should I do<br /><br />Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in your head<br />And I wonder (who d'you think you're talking to)<br />One day I'll move get away<br />From these feeling getting stronger (who d'you think you're talking to)<br />Sometimes I feel like it not so fun<br />To see what's under (who d'you think you're talking to)<br />Let me out let me out<br />I don't think I can stand it any longer (who d'you think you're talking to)<br /><br />I remember being part of that era<br />I remember being so far from home<br />All the times I needed someone to hear me<br />Cos I've never felt so much on my own<br /><br />All the trouble that you have with your future<br />All the rules that make your life so secure<br />There are people who will give their opinions<br />But tell me what do they know<br /><br />Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in your head<br />And I wonder (who d'you think you're talking to)<br />One day I'll move get away<br />From these feeling getting stronger (who d'you think you're talking to)<br />Sometimes I feel like it not so fun<br />To see what's under (who d'you think you're talking to)<br />Let me out let me out<br />I don't think I can stand it any longer (who d'you think you're talking to)<br /><br />Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in your head<br />And I wonder (who d'you think you're talking to)<br />One day I'll move get away<br />From these feeling getting stronger (who d'you think you're talking to)<br />Sometimes I feel like it not so fun<br />To see what's under (who d'you think you're talking to)<br />Let me out let me out<br />I don't think I can stand it any longer (who d'you think you're talking to)<br /><br />Who d'you think you're talking to<br />Who d'you think you're talking to<br />Who d'you think you're talking to </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-4716285910471913990?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-66267753649645011582008-04-26T19:50:00.002+08:002008-04-26T20:26:25.026+08:00前几天发的文章删掉了<br />我必须改变我的立场<br />本来觉得大家猛然间才开始喊爱国都只在造势<br />现在真是越来越过分了<br />美 法 日.. .一个又一个冒出来<br />关于JLF 我们若5.1去聚众闹事<br />就是中了某人的圈套<br />在JLF门前这个大广场可引起骚乱的规模够大<br />加上dalai份子再在里面一掺和<br />世界新闻再一报道<br />在奥运即将来临的特殊时期<br />将会引起怎样的影响<br />这样我们和daLai份子又有什么区别<br />明明出发点不同<br />但世界各地的人们看到的不是政乱<br />而是一个可怕的国家<br />我国人民不够友善<br />绝不能让某些人得逞<br />我自己也很想理性对待<br />可我这么渺小<br />实质性的解决发法真的没有<br />何况过政府都不出台解决<br /><br />现在有个这说法<br />有美学者称<br />美长期资助并支持zang独(国家民主基金会)<br />这场骚乱中处处可见美情报机构的身影<br />美此意图是zang所具有的战略价值，不仅因为邻近Yindu(美盼Yindu成为抗衡我国的盟友) <br />除此外它参与的事件还包括mianDian的"番红花革命";企图在中亚的乌兹别克斯坦、吉尔吉斯斯坦制造问题，破坏BJ接通中亚的输油管计划.<br />这是就"以非暴力作为一种战争形式"<br /><br />ｃｎｎ的某支持人说的话大家也知道了<br />：“我不知道中国是否不同了，但我们跟中国的关系肯定是不同了。其一，中国人对我们的敌意吸引了我们的眼球，其中一个原因是伊拉克战争。他们拿着我们数以千亿计的美元，我们也累积他们数以千亿元计的贸易逆差，因为我们不断输入他们带铅油漆的垃圾产品和有毒宠物食品，又将工作出口至一些地方，在那些地方你可以给工人一元的月薪，就可以制造我们在沃尔玛买到的东西。所以我觉得，我们跟中国的关系肯定有改变。我认为，他们基本上同过去50年一样，是一帮暴徒和恶棍。”<br />cctv上有投票 我做的也只有叫他fu℃k off su℃k away<br /><br />据说WH JLF门口竟然给咱降半旗<br />日<br /><br />火炬啊火炬 路途中被抢了多少回了<br />今儿在japān又被dalai骚扰<br />该死的他们无处不在<br />不达目的不罢休<br />即使奥运开始的那天<br />他们免不了都想把ufo都扯出来砸在鸟巢上<br />操<br />更可耻的是<br />"japān政府许诺加强奥运火炬传递的安保工作，但同时声称允许示威者在火炬传递中进行抗议"<br /><br />这一切的一切真让人咬牙切齿<br /><br />tmd安的什么心这都是<br />我国强大 将要壮大 持续伟大是必然的<br />你们做的只有这些令人唾弃的事吗<br />懦夫!懦夫!懦夫!懦夫!你们才是真正的暴徒,懦弱的伪暴徒 蔫屁<br />操<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-6626775364964501158?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-27461157988487077102008-04-03T18:54:00.001+08:002008-12-11T05:06:14.348+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/R_S5DJIxQHI/AAAAAAAADcs/tMV3ZyKw9Dc/s1600-h/lesscommon-05.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/R_S5DJIxQHI/AAAAAAAADcs/tMV3ZyKw9Dc/s400/lesscommon-05.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5184972534653730930" /></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/R_S5D5IxQII/AAAAAAAADc0/sVqE-NLlfPU/s1600-h/francisPROMO.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/R_S5D5IxQII/AAAAAAAADc0/sVqE-NLlfPU/s400/francisPROMO.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5184972547538632834" /></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/R_S5D5IxQJI/AAAAAAAADc8/iY6ZPvk7sp0/s1600-h/discordercover.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/R_S5D5IxQJI/AAAAAAAADc8/iY6ZPvk7sp0/s400/discordercover.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5184972547538632850" /></a><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/R_S5EJIxQKI/AAAAAAAADdE/krMXjNTTWU0/s1600-h/lesscommon-02.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/R_S5EJIxQKI/AAAAAAAADdE/krMXjNTTWU0/s400/lesscommon-02.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5184972551833600162" /></a><br />http://www.myspace.com/dandiwind<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-2746115798848707710?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-82865334426624862422008-02-16T22:34:00.006+08:002008-02-24T23:25:12.272+08:00<img src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif" border="0" /><br />远离南方的宝贝儿<br />对自己假释<br />看着170的猴子们乱窜<br />想起一堆可爱的人<br />皮衣 马丁 衬衫 丝袜 大麻 大绿瓶青啤<br />从来没有这么不习惯一个地方<br />纵使它再熟悉不过<br />看着台上的小鸟们云云躁躁<br />很没趣<br />又来了个死金二人组<br />我想笑<br /><br />最近日子过的像收音机一样<br />电台放啥听啥 节目没的选<br />很被动<br />我又变了<br />为什么我又变了<br />现在我认为摇滚不是生活<br />只是娱乐<br />但还是比游乐场"高尚"一个层次<br />我怎么才想明白呢<br />虽然这不是本我的真正想法<br />一切我一切都变了<br />我惰了<br />没激情了<br />写东西也没味儿<br />总起来说我可能老了<br />是的 万劫不复啊<br />老天 <span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong>我需要一种颜色来表达我</strong></span><br />但我找不到<br /><br />好吧 开心一点<br />送给自己一首suede的beautiful ones<br /><br />生活还是to be continued.. .<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-8286533442662486242?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-89604853877790496402008-02-09T16:22:00.002+08:002008-06-20T15:48:30.918+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br />《症状自评量表-SCL90》<br /><br />你的总分为312分，总均分为3.466666666666667分 其中JSB单项分34分,JSB因子均分3.4<br /><br />抑郁症状46分均分3.5384615384615383<br />躯体化分42分均分3.5<br />强迫症状39分均分3.9<br />焦虑症状32分均分3.2<br />敌对症状29分均分4.833333333333333<br />人际敏感28分均分3.111111111111111<br />偏执症状24分均分4<br />饮食睡眠22分均分3.142857142857143<br />恐怖症状16分均分2.2857142857142856<br /><br /><br />[如果SCL90总分超过160分，单项均分超过2分就应作进一步检查，标准分为大于200分说明你有很明显的心理问题，可求助于心理咨询，大于250分则比较严重，需要作医学上的详细检查，很可能要做针对性的心理治疗或在医生的指导下服药。]<br /><br />是吗?<br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ognGFny_r_8&hl=en"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ognGFny_r_8&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-8960485387779049640?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-29361493213687807532008-01-17T16:59:00.001+08:002008-12-11T05:06:14.538+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br />雪凌在汽车尾的灯映衬下很刺眼<br />这样的银色像玻璃渣<br />三个人的感情已经变质甚至溃烂<br />只能活在自欺欺人的谎言中<br />虚假的 虚假的 虚假的<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/R48kYrLIXSI/AAAAAAAACfM/MBQGvvsxjyo/s1600-h/Claustrophobia_Self_Portrait_by_larafairie.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/R48kYrLIXSI/AAAAAAAACfM/MBQGvvsxjyo/s400/Claustrophobia_Self_Portrait_by_larafairie.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5156380104687377698" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />话外事件：<br />⒈steampunk木制外壳 黄铜镶嵌的霹雳复古笔记本电脑<br />图片搜索引擎上还看到表 吉他也是此类外型<br />⒉现在的网购或电视购物 都不能相信<br />前者就是在众多假货中淘到真宝 甚至强迫你一定要给好评 如果你不评 对方会先给你好评 如果在一段时间内 自己没做出回应 系统会自动给对方做出好评 评价是双方的 你给人家差 自己也不会好过 这些种种虚假的好评加起来就是信誉 这种信誉又会误导其他消费者<br />后者... .什么八心八钻 其实就是一种可以大规模生产的合成立方氧化锆 或是等等超值的功能也是虚有其表 能使用就是得自己另外开通某某业务 售后服务更别提了 只要商家收到钱 就跟买家没有瓜葛了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-2936149321368780753?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-6756557070091568272007-12-28T13:31:00.002+08:002008-02-24T23:18:18.998+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br />不知道冲动的力量有多大<br />只有发生了才被惊醒<br />它被拳头的嘶吼变得支离破碎<br />像血液一样肆溅<br />慢镜头下在脸庞 手腕 玫红色 以及无辜者的发丝内<br />当意识到得到了安慰<br />才把手收回<br />一切就像轻微脑震荡<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-675655707009156827?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-50092814151333741392007-12-14T20:40:00.001+08:002008-02-24T23:18:29.936+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br />1月下旬NW又要来了<br />大家都说换了女主唱<br />不太愿去<br />群上一人说:<br />感觉一个盆地<br />一个山丘<br />挺贴切<br /><br />钉全卸了<br />就嘴角上面长死了<br />这该死的疤像颗痣<br />操 <br />媒婆时代过了 该玩儿性感了<br />这不知道是我第几次说生活气息又变味了<br />该死<br />downdowndowndownnnnnn... .<br />召回tmdddd<br />最近只能用hardcore解缓<br />赶紧的 年来一定离开这里<br />去召回我的我的我的我的我的的d<br /><br />今天才知道《Babel》的亚洲女人是小日本<br />Rinko Kikuchi<br />菊地凛子<br />其实那电影我一直没看<br />就扫了点有她片段<br />原来Babel的名字是来源圣经,还真没细研究过<br /><br />创世记11:1-9：<br /> <br />"那时、天下人的口音言语、都是一样。他们往东边迁移的时候、在示拿地遇见一片平原、就住在那里。他们彼此商量说、来吧、我们要作砖、把砖烧透了。他们就拿砖当石头、又拿石漆当灰泥。他们说、来吧、我们要建造一座城、和一座塔、塔顶通天、为要传扬我们的名、免得我们分散在全地上。耶和华降临要看看世人所建造的城和塔。耶和华说、看哪、他们成为一样的人民、都是一样的言语、如今既作起这事来、以后他们所要作的事、就没有不成就的了。我们下去、在那里变乱他们的口音、使他们的言语、彼此不通。于是耶和华使他们从那里分散在全地上。他们就停工、不造那城了。因为耶和华在那里变乱天下人的言语、使众人分散在全地上、所以那城名叫巴别。(就是变乱的意思)"<br /><br />The need for human connection<br /><br />"To my children：<br /> The brightest lights in the darkest night."<br /><br />最近越来越认清自己的缺点简直多得要死<br />我绝对是个消极主义者<br />但更是个不错的Ms.上进<br />很难容忍自己的小细节做的不够完美<br />虽然我从来就没perfect过<br /><br />对北欧的憧憬与日俱增<br />豆瓣上有个小组叫"我死也要死在我美丽的北欧"<br />太体贴了<br />但我没加<br />老天不叫我让车闯死在north of China就不错了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-5009281415133374139?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-83890756699477570072007-11-29T13:53:00.001+08:002008-02-24T23:18:54.474+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br /><object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" ="http://www.youtube.com/v/ZTWXQ3uRR1o"></param><param name="wmode" ="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ZTWXQ3uRR1o" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></object><br />HEAD PHONES PRESIDENT<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-8389075669947757007?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-44804574750673473932007-11-13T14:55:00.001+08:002008-12-11T05:06:15.157+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br />我在什么情况下最容易崩溃<br />不知道<br />小感冒快一个月一直没好<br />很难受<br />还在坚持吃药<br />头疼 眼胀... .<br />接到妈妈的电话就哭了<br />挂了还在哭<br />照着镜子问自己<br />"这样怎么出门见人"<br />傻笑<br />今天大夫给我换别的药吃<br />不想打吊瓶<br />怕一个人看着药水融进身体又想哭<br />银杏叶黄了<br />本来这会儿就该黄了<br />但南方好像一直是绿的<br />无所谓<br />只知道家内边银杏比现在地下落的树叶好看<br />棱角分明<br /><br />想找一哥们喝酒<br /><br />南方在哪里<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rzlm646uw6I/AAAAAAAACVo/gFqhGaG5YRQ/s1600-h/vvv.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rzlm646uw6I/AAAAAAAACVo/gFqhGaG5YRQ/s400/vvv.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5132246412262556578" /></a><br />_Galley<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-4480457475067347393?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-38045039395444363632007-10-01T15:38:00.001+08:002008-12-11T05:06:15.379+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RwCkyoYX4FI/AAAAAAAACIQ/YdneWQ79_e8/s1600-h/notch07.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RwCkyoYX4FI/AAAAAAAACIQ/YdneWQ79_e8/s400/notch07.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5116270366432944210" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.notch07.com/"></a><br /><br />最近的音乐节 视觉艺术展 大声展之类的太多了<br />nail inch nails yeah yeah yeahs. ..<br />miss and miss<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-3804503939544436363?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-18362386752035380582007-09-18T17:56:00.001+08:002008-02-24T23:19:34.909+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br />截至到葡萄发出毁灭性的腐臭<br />门口那群大猩猩们臣服与自己的黑色臭袜子<br />龅牙mm死撑着大木瓜泡温泉<br />大便和派一起微波炉<br />过期睫毛膏和烟灰下水道上妆<br />奶油小囡最爱操我操<br />你他妈的大香蕉条条通罗马<br />三支脚的猫与猪夜舞<br />isisisis啥也不是<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-1836238675203538058?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-39795360177655296482007-09-03T12:10:00.001+08:002008-02-24T23:19:45.137+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br />不想这样一个人承受的太多<br />那是种窒息 无助<br />然而又不愿信赖<br />拒绝一切怜悯和希望<br />快餐式的生活像只热气球将我载与远处<br />没有什么是值得欢喜的<br />只能在黯淡的车厢与未知舔噬悲伤<br /><br />"像一片叶子默默承受季节的无常 <br />像一只钟表默默承受时间的重量 <br />不要问为什么 就像你不能问种子埋藏的深度 <br />像一首情歌默默承受聚散的纷乱 <br />像一出悲剧默默承受已知的结局 <br />不要问为什么 就像你不能问水为何不停流动 <br />一只空杯满载着我们 期待着睡去 <br />还没发现的所有美好让我们清醒"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-3979536017765529648?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-43205862603374911802007-08-26T16:28:00.001+08:002008-12-11T05:06:15.538+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br />背后是苦闷的粮仓无私的向我打开<br />被逼到死角埋进生满虫子的谷物<br />就这样浸透着雨水的房间和生灵湮没<br />难道这是唯一可以清醒的空间<br />身子坍塌着仿佛要和腐烂融合在此<br />眩晕的天花板压住肺部<br />所有的腐虫穿过肉体刺进血液游荡<br />一曲曲精选的电台缭绕指尖<br />不动声色的挥舞着空气中的颜色<br />饥渴的世界变成白色<br />惟有一人穿着彩色丝袜呻吟<br />时而恐惧时而狂欢<br />匮乏的精神将她杀戮<br />心电图永远显示直线<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RtFBd5s5i3I/AAAAAAAACEE/XXEVqaw3RZc/s1600-h/_zosiela__________13.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RtFBd5s5i3I/AAAAAAAACEE/XXEVqaw3RZc/s400/_zosiela__________13.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5102931834748636018" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-4320586260337491180?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-36503451690651159352007-07-23T15:18:00.001+08:002008-12-11T05:06:15.736+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br /><div align="center">一个很想去的地方 仅此而已</div><div align="center"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5090288631477644754" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RqRWinNvLdI/AAAAAAAAB4s/fEmrycxdqxc/s400/_zosiela_____________18.jpg" border="0" /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-3650345169065115935?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-59880485164238888092007-07-09T15:26:00.001+08:002008-02-24T23:25:43.141+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br />从来都不需要在乎别人的忌妒<br />这只是她/他自卑的表现<br />对于这样想自高又傲不起来的人<br />完全不予理事<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />自己一直有个计划<br />但还没想好到底要不要地图<br />在陌生的地方总是得有一个向导或是同伴<br />但也许这世界上永远没有一个比那张纸更让我觉得可靠的人<br />即使是张"纸"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-5988048516423888809?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-38364177401292196572007-07-04T23:30:00.001+08:002008-02-24T23:26:09.188+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br />太安静 以至于想哭都没有理由<br />这种念头突然充斥大脑整个神经<br />总认为自己需要一些借口来慰及莫名的悲楚<br />讨厌无病呻吟的状态<br />但不完全否定个人没有这种病态<br />死寂的思想 即使是天马行空<br />死寂的音乐 即使是电子 暗潮 工业 斯堪的纳维亚<br />死寂的空气 即使是夏日的腐臭侵入尘埃<br />死寂的颜色 即使是一双艳绿的球鞋<br />死寂的.. .死寂的 . . ..死寂的. ...死寂 死寂死寂死寂 死寂<br />于是换上新鲜的刀片<br />在干净的厕所伴随巨大的噪声与嘴边颤抖尼古丁<br />再次为皮肤神经末梢带来快感<br />碰巧它们又不是蔓藤<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-3836417740129219657?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-63369045259262280452007-06-27T13:33:00.001+08:002008-12-11T05:06:17.084+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5080613824710143106" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RoH3WvbJbII/AAAAAAAABy4/ATwsl5KJRuw/s400/fingerwave1930sVintage.jpg" border="0" /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5080614361581055202" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RoH31_bJbOI/AAAAAAAABzo/xfX896otM74/s400/Vintage_08.jpg" border="0" /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RoH31vbJbKI/AAAAAAAABzI/5ZbSKjTAmok/s1600-h/Vintage_12.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5080614357286087842" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RoH31vbJbKI/AAAAAAAABzI/5ZbSKjTAmok/s400/Vintage_12.jpg" border="0" /></a><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5080614357286087874" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RoH31vbJbMI/AAAAAAAABzY/0U_taeKXnug/s400/Vintage_09.jpg" border="0" /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RoH31_bJbNI/AAAAAAAABzg/jo9oQ-fuau4/s1600-h/Vintage_10.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5080614361581055186" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RoH31_bJbNI/AAAAAAAABzg/jo9oQ-fuau4/s400/Vintage_10.jpg" border="0" /></a><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5080613824710143122" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RoH3WvbJbJI/AAAAAAAABzA/h0fZwsWsqjo/s400/Vintage_07.jpg" border="0" /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RoH3WfbJbGI/AAAAAAAAByo/CCfzFo26zr0/s1600-h/Vintage_04.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5080613820415175778" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RoH3WfbJbGI/AAAAAAAAByo/CCfzFo26zr0/s400/Vintage_04.jpg" border="0" /></a><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5080613820415175762" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/RoH3WfbJbFI/AAAAAAAAByg/OZOAXSd51wk/s400/Vintage_02.jpg" border="0" /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-6336904525926228045?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-66495767750560237232007-06-25T01:31:00.001+08:002008-12-11T05:06:21.139+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6tyS2qYNI/AAAAAAAABxY/6Q5TtmTTVqg/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_07.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079688509286670546" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6tyS2qYNI/AAAAAAAABxY/6Q5TtmTTVqg/s400/Diane+Arbus_07.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6u8C2qYRI/AAAAAAAABx4/uTtRqBcd_WE/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_13.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079689776302022930" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6u8C2qYRI/AAAAAAAABx4/uTtRqBcd_WE/s400/Diane+Arbus_13.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6sXy2qYLI/AAAAAAAABxI/AUG99fgtWAo/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_10.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079686954508509362" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6sXy2qYLI/AAAAAAAABxI/AUG99fgtWAo/s400/Diane+Arbus_10.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6roi2qYDI/AAAAAAAABwI/p04c_Ctxv1c/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_00.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079686142759690290" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6roi2qYDI/AAAAAAAABwI/p04c_Ctxv1c/s400/Diane+Arbus_00.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6tyS2qYNI/AAAAAAAABxY/6Q5TtmTTVqg/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_07.jpg"></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6tyC2qYMI/AAAAAAAABxQ/YvhDh6HArf0/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_04.jpg"></a><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6tyS2qYOI/AAAAAAAABxg/WJ_fiyX4r5o/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_08.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079688509286670562" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6tyS2qYOI/AAAAAAAABxg/WJ_fiyX4r5o/s400/Diane+Arbus_08.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6tyC2qYMI/AAAAAAAABxQ/YvhDh6HArf0/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_04.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079688504991703234" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6tyC2qYMI/AAAAAAAABxQ/YvhDh6HArf0/s400/Diane+Arbus_04.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6roy2qYFI/AAAAAAAABwY/j9a9o_K-XFw/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_06.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079686147054657618" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6roy2qYFI/AAAAAAAABwY/j9a9o_K-XFw/s400/Diane+Arbus_06.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6roy2qYEI/AAAAAAAABwQ/rTnMQxwtFVk/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_01.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079686147054657602" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6roy2qYEI/AAAAAAAABwQ/rTnMQxwtFVk/s400/Diane+Arbus_01.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6u8i2qYSI/AAAAAAAAByA/KDm6bLVx6W4/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_14.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079689784891957538" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6u8i2qYSI/AAAAAAAAByA/KDm6bLVx6W4/s400/Diane+Arbus_14.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6tyi2qYPI/AAAAAAAABxo/vMdkkEfqfnA/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_11.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079688513581637874" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6tyi2qYPI/AAAAAAAABxo/vMdkkEfqfnA/s400/Diane+Arbus_11.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6tyi2qYQI/AAAAAAAABxw/hHBUoOpeYXc/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_12.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079688513581637890" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6tyi2qYQI/AAAAAAAABxw/hHBUoOpeYXc/s400/Diane+Arbus_12.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6sXi2qYJI/AAAAAAAABw4/G4oeXpDgCpE/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_05.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079686950213542034" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6sXi2qYJI/AAAAAAAABw4/G4oeXpDgCpE/s400/Diane+Arbus_05.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6sXi2qYII/AAAAAAAABww/T2jd9hdyejo/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_03.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079686950213542018" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6sXi2qYII/AAAAAAAABww/T2jd9hdyejo/s400/Diane+Arbus_03.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6sXi2qYKI/AAAAAAAABxA/BNeiv5BYsu4/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_09.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079686950213542050" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6sXi2qYKI/AAAAAAAABxA/BNeiv5BYsu4/s400/Diane+Arbus_09.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6rpC2qYGI/AAAAAAAABwg/MTd8m6J8NHw/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus_02.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079686151349624930" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6rpC2qYGI/AAAAAAAABwg/MTd8m6J8NHw/s400/Diane+Arbus_02.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6sXS2qYHI/AAAAAAAABwo/VqLEy1DhiGg/s1600-h/Diane+Arbus.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079686945918574706" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6sXS2qYHI/AAAAAAAABwo/VqLEy1DhiGg/s400/Diane+Arbus.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />______________________________________Fur<br />Steven Shainberg差点让我误以为是Spielberg</div><div align="center">套用大牌打着Diane Arbus的名号讲述一个爱情片?!<br />虽然影片一开始的序幕中就说这不是传记<br />只是以她为脚本 虚构的人和事 来体现她的经历<br />这不是又为Diane Arbus的拥护者多了一个话题?</div><div align="center">至少Arbus这位摄影师绝对不属于他的范畴</div><div align="center"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6u8i2qYUI/AAAAAAAAByQ/4HiXD39XSUc/s1600-h/Fur_.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079689784891957570" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6u8i2qYUI/AAAAAAAAByQ/4HiXD39XSUc/s400/Fur_.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6u8i2qYTI/AAAAAAAAByI/kaFefJxxwaA/s1600-h/Fur.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079689784891957554" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hdxESaPCFkk/Rn6u8i2qYTI/AAAAAAAAByI/kaFefJxxwaA/s400/Fur.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3982981569251378314-6649576775056023723?l=zosiela.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zosielahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13419429692188648925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3982981569251378314.post-29094748875285632812007-06-18T03:37:00.001+08:002008-12-11T05:06:21.197+08:00<img border="0" src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br /><div>总觉得有些东西离我越来越远<br />不是最近<br />发生很久了<br />还在延续<br />只是我不知道该怎么做<br /><br /><br /><object class="border" id="xinhua-mtv" height="240" width="352" classid="clsid:CFCDAA03-8BE4-11cf-B84B-0020AFBBCCFA"><param name="_ExtentX" value="0"><param name="_ExtentY" value="0"><param name="AUTOSTART" value="-1"><param name="SHUFFLE" value="0"><param name="PREFETCH" value="0"><param name="NOLABELS" value="0"><param name="SRC" value="rtsp://rx-wes-sea78.rbn.com/farm/*/rstone/rstone/demand/l/100481_ladytron_seventeen_emperornorton_rv10hi.rm"><param name="CONTROLS" value="ImageWindow"><param name="CONSOLE" value="xinhua-audio-mtv"><param name="LOOP" value="0"><param name="NUMLOOP" value="0"><param 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src="http://storage.canalblog.com/92/52/294509/21792027.gif"/><br /><object class="border" id="xinhua-mtv" height="240" width="352" classid="clsid:CFCDAA03-8BE4-11cf-B84B-0020AFBBCCFA"><param name="_ExtentX" value="0"><param name="_ExtentY" value="0"><param name="AUTOSTART" value="-1"><param name="SHUFFLE" value="0"><param name="PREFETCH" value="0"><param name="NOLABELS" value="0"><param name="SRC" value="rtsp://212.162.6.131:554/rap/spex/video/mumhi.rm"><param name="CONTROLS" value="ImageWindow"><param name="CONSOLE" value="xinhua-audio-mtv"><param name="LOOP" value="0"><param name="NUMLOOP" value="0"><param name="CENTER" value="0"><param name="MAINTAINASPECT" value="0"><param name="BACKGROUNDCOLOR" value="#000000"><embed src="rtsp://212.162.6.131:554/rap/spex/video/mumhi.rm" type="audio/x-pn-realaudio-plugin" console="Chinawj_net-audio-mtv" controls="ImageWindow" height="288" width="352" autostart="ture"></embed></object><br /><object id="xinhua-mtv" height="90" width="352" 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